The roar of silence
Went to see the doctor on Tuesday for this ringing noise in my head since Thursday. Thankfully, it wasn’t a fungal infection. The doctor said it was probably due to the nerve, and gave me Ginkosen, which shocked and gave me a peace of mind at the same time - shocked because Ginkosen is not a medicine, its more of a supplement for old folks who need better blood circulation, and relieved because if I don’t have to take medication, means that I’m perfectly fine.
Later that afternoon the Sec 5 F&N girl whom I known start of this year, due to the fact that (embarressing details about handling her F&N coursework deleted) came into the library just when I finished tidying my workplace and looked up to get shocked and stared at her and said “What?” while noticing a thumbdrive in her hand. Maybe she was hoping to use the computer during recess, but unfortunately the library PCs were all in use due to the fact that an IT lesson was being conducted.
Yesterday I think I went overboard fixing a LAN point because there was a Dreamweaver course being conducted in the same room and I was probably pissing at least 3 people off? Well, can’t be helped, was really pissed off by a certain teacher’s actions. However, at least I’m happy that I could interact with the students. A few of them, in particular, are really giving me goosebumps - “Wah! You bought a new phone! I wish someone could buy me a new phone…” (Side-step 2 metres. “Eh, I don’t know you…”) “Hey I like your tee! The words are so cute! Wah, I can still remember your ‘No, I will not fix your computer’ tee!” (Argh, whatever, miss.) “Eh, can help me buy Pink Dolphin or not?” (”Huh? Why?”) “Argh! I don’t like this type of guys one!” (Somewhere in the distance, the sound of a heart shattering into a million pieces is heard and scattered into the ocean.)
Today was a really surreal day, in the morning I saw the Sec 5 F&N girl whom I known start of this year, due to the fact that (embarressing details about handling her F&N coursework deleted) at the foyer. I waved to her and she waved back and said she fell down during PE and had to go to the General Office…but she doesn’t look injured to me though. Later that morning, I recieved a job offer from one of the biggest companies in the computing industry, and this job offer made me feel sad about leaving the school. I’m confused about what to do now, and hopefully I can have some time to decide before committing. A real tough decision to make.