Multitude of Emotions
Hate: Wow, I’m really impressed by my polytechnic’s finance department. My pay for the ITP is already 4 weeks late! *Grrr…*
Happy: the room that I work in during ITP has bee spruced up by none other than… “东西在那里?” “我不知道!” IKEA! It looks SO cool! Comparable to eGarage even!
Thinks: If your tutoring class has only three people attending, either you tutor REALLY well, or you simply suck. I have no idea where am I currently.
Comments: Strangely, my poly friends think that I have a Significant Other. Strangely, I remember telling them that “having a 可爱 does not mean that I have a Significant Other”. And they STILL believe so. Oh well, better to let them be in a confused state when in actual fact I don’t have a Significant Other at all! Ah, the wonder of the human mouth’s ability to corrupt the truth.
Sadness: On the subject of a Significant Other…I now regret that I take the chance to know more people during my secondary school days. Sadly, I have to move on. Sometimes I think its my fault, and other times I think its just the world. Sigh. At least I don’t change Significant Others every semester like one of my friends do. And that reminds me of my past “可爱”s. I feel no sadness, nor happiness in me, knowing that a fairytale will not happen at all between her and me. I just chose not to be social at that time, so long ago. Perhaps its my unwillingness to show my emotions. Perhaps its just luck. Perhaps its my personal image. Whatever the reason is, I still have to move on. I feel like Ronan Keating in the “You Say Nothing At All” MTV… everyone is enjoying human emotions all around him, but he sings it away, being a single. Heh. Part of me says its good to be single and part of me says its also good to have a Significant Other. Grrr. I hate making hard decisions.
Tinkers: I managed to extract a usable Canopus DV Codec from *somewhere* for installation on other computers without Canopus products…my past experience was that it provides a steady 200K/s compression rate, so it might come in useful some day. Also, I’m working on the PHP script for my new site. Sigh. So many projects to do. Come to think of it, my school assignments are starting to flow in. Great.